MY MOM'S DAMN BOYFRIEND KEEPS FUCKING IRRATING ME. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. HE TREATS ME LIKE A BAG OF SHIT. I WANT TO LIVE WITH MY DAD AGAIN. I MISS HIM HE LIVES IN VIGINIA AND WE LIVE HERE IN STUPID FUCKING NORTH CAROLINA... WHY DID WE HAVE TO FUCKIN MOVE HERE. I HATE THIS PLACE. IF I DON'T GET OUT SOON I'M GOING TO GO CRAZY. I AM LOCKED UP IN THE HOUSE ALL DAY AND I CAN'T TAKE IT. I AM TIRED OF SCREAMING AND CRYING. I HAVE TO FIND A WAY OUT. I CAN'T WAIT TILL I GO TO MY DAD'S FOR SUMMER. ONE MORE DAY HERE AND I MIGHT DIE. LIVING WITH MY MOM AND HER BOYFRIEND IN THERE HOUSE IS LIKE MY OWN HELL. MY DAD'S HOUSE IS MORE LIKE HEVEN TO ME. I NEED TO GO NOW. I CAN'T RUNAWAY THEY WILL FINE ME QUICK. I NEED TO MOVE OUT NOW. I DONT HAVE A JOB WHITCH MEANS I HAVE NO MONEY AT ALL.. IF I ALEAST HAD ENOUGH MONEY I WOULD GO TO A HOTEL. MY CUTS ARE GETTING DEEPER IN MY SKIN. I CAN'T HELP IT I HAVE TO CUT MYSELF IT IS EASIER FOR ME. ONLY IF I HAD A BETTER PLACE TO LIVE. I AM CALLING MY FRIEND LAMONTA AND MAYBE HE CAN HELP. BUT AS FOR NOW, I AM IN HELL.

-Jamie